Dance in the Dark.

Since I came back onto this tumblr.

I’m thinking about revealing my main tumblr and making that into both a personal and get healthy tumblr. Would anybody actually follow?

Either way I need to get back on track. I’ve had a hard last few weeks and I’m ready to kick start intense boot camp. Lady Gaga is in two weeks and I’m suppose to wear a fucking leotard! I HAVE to start doing more exercise.

I need advice loves, what’s the quickest way to burn fat and/or calories? Any way to loose weight fast and in a semi healthy fashion? Common, please, I need help to reach this goal of getting a little bit thinner.

Thanks guys and it’s great to be back.

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I really enjoy it so far. You can definitely feel it!

The woman’s body Plump with an ongoing birth of life But the young woman’s body Plump with the self hatred Of the dips and curves Maping across the smooth skin Curves plaguing her ability To self accept and appreciate the
Gods given gift of life.

Young woman can’t you see The beauty that plays inside your body? Young woman can’t you see That there is always a tomorrow In your dismal outlook On what clearly is a possibility To make this like so much more Than what you have already?

Yet she sits there Wanting stuck out hips bones And too small legs that Could never support hopes and dreams. Yet, she runs her days With nothing in her stomach And forced energy.

Just one more pound Just forget your appetite Just one more day Almost there Almost there

Young girl Do you realize That the hunger in your stomach Isn’t Going to go away And just one more day Could easily mean Your life slipping farther from your Fingertips?

The body is more than what you are seeing it as

It’s just

There is where your wrong

Look past the image You will see

The woman’s body Plump with the on going birth of life Shedding years of mistreatment.

-scribble down on my iPhone in two minutes. Needs refining.

So I’ve been feeling down lately and it’s affected my weightless and my challenge.

I’ve been lethargic, exhausted, and stress.

Mostly just sleepy.

I seriously put thought into deleting this Tumblr and going back to my other personal one full-time. I mean, how am I helping or encouraging anyone? I’ve been feeling shitty this last week and it apparent.

But my love stopped me. She told me that if I gave it time, got rest, and then I will be back to good.

So I’m trying to encourage myself. I’m trying to get more rest and I need to start relaxing more. Meditate.

So, for February, I’m go focusing on me as a whole. I’m going to try to do better.

I’m also going to only weigh myself on a Monday and Friday. It’s so hard seeing the scale and wondering if it is true or not because your body isn’t showing you any progress.

I also don’t want to get into the habit of unhealthy eating. Last week I was horrible! I hate it.

So, I’m aiming to be the beat amber possible.

Also, I need a flat tummy by March 12th. Is it possible?

Please, if your stats isnt in then you don’t get scored.

This has been a slow and hard week for a lot of us but I know we can do it!

Cheers! Georgie

Unattractive to my love (read: I WANT LONG PASSIONATE SEX!)

fat to myself

i hate chinese

egg roll and house special fried rice

comfy cow ice cream

comfy cow ice cream pie

and many other bad things.

i haven’t exercised in three days

and even though i am down to 124

i’m pretty sure that i just ate my way back up to 127

and i’m fucking annoyed at these people calling Natalie Portman fat

LEAVE THIS BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ALONE

she is GORGEOUSLY pregnant

with LIFE

and if you can’t handle that then you have something wrong with you.

OBVIOUSLY.

Focus on your own shit before talking shit about my beautiful NATALIE!

okay, i’m done. rant over.

sorry to all you guys who are only getting rants these last couple days.

it’s been a hard week.